Life begins from here!

2010-10-20T12:47:00.000-07:00

School is starting soon in just a few days time. Time passes quickly lest did I noticed and polite cup is coming. Training has been bombing into my life with only tuesday and sunday being the rest day. I hope I can become fitter and bang people who are in my way during the games. This is my last year so I want to play my best and do my best so that when I look back into my life, I have a awesome game with a bunch of awesome team mates.

So gambatek! Give our best everyone! The weak shld perish and the strong will stay on and fight! Jia you! :)

2010-10-11T09:58:00.000-07:00

I realized that I am spending my time and my life aimlessly these few months. Havent been really aiming and biting the bullet like my uncle said so but then there is still one last chance for me to bite the bullet hard and make it to university. I have been very slack in bball too. I think i have to manage my time, chiong for my GPA and basketball and relationships.

So I decided to plan my life to be in a routine until I finish my major project and judging. I pray that everything will go smooth sailing. Chiong and muggging time now!

There is no time to grump, slack or nua anymore..GO! GO! GO!!

2010-09-13T10:23:00.003-07:00

Hello everyone!!

2010-08-12T01:19:00.000-07:00

Life is just starting to get boring. Weekends staying at home. SUCKS!
Money is just another matter if we want to go out and have fun. I am just contradicting myself now.
Life hasn't been smooth sailing i guess. I missed playing street basketball,shopping and hanging out with friends.

2010-07-17T03:53:00.000-07:00

I think today is the worst day for me. I am starting to think that home is just a hotel, parents are just someone who gives you money to support yourself in the world.

Now i really wonder what is the definition of family? Parents are just someone that will vent their frustration and anger on you. I feel very sad when the memories of them excluding me in any kind of family event cos they will always say that there is no more seat in the car as they are going out with neighbors to eat and I am too big size so I have to stay at home.

Today, i got scolded and kaobei by my parents for nothing. First i ask my mother to buy chicken rice for me cos i very hungry then she kao bei me and say why i dun want to buy myself since i am out and the tone she used was not nice at all. She said that she is really annoyed by us and ah gong kept calling her. But then cant she talk nicely. Then when she come home, she nagged and kao bei saying why we nv help her open the door when she told us in the phone to do so then she shouted why we dun want to eat when we are abt to get up and take the food and she commented that next time she dun want to buy for us anymore.

Then my father who is only capable of saying and commanding us to do things while he sits down comfortably and watch his tv. While i was eating, he say faster go eat and help your mummy and he repeated it thrice and he sat down there and continue watching his tv. Then straight after eating, he command again when i just wiped my mouth. I felt damn pek chek and thinking why he dun want to help and sit down there comfortably when my mother is nagging here and there, giving comments that we did not help her.

Sometimes, i really feel like leaving this damn house. When cant adults communicate to teenagers in a more respectful way? Why cant they show good example?? Why is money matters the key thing that they will emphasis and kept nagging on. I hate it! I swear that i will double the salary they both are earning right now so that in future, my child will not even worry and stress about spending too much electricity and not being able to switch on the aircon because the electricity bill is expensive.

2010-07-16T23:03:00.000-07:00

ROAR! ROAR!! ROAR!! IRRITATED AND BAD MOOD!

1) I cannot find the place where my father hid the car keys-to help me steal his car easier in the future

2) My brother keep on dragging the time when i asked him to accompany me to get my phone from tampines

3) My father nv asked us and bought carrot cake which i ate for last weekend! He said he called the house phone then nobody answered! Who the heck will call the house phone if he knows that we are lazy to answer even if we are at home! There is always a thing call cell phone/ hand phone which is 24 hrs available and answerable.

4) When i want to post this post, suddenly the post disappeared and i need to retype. Which make my day even more sian! Fuck la!!

2010-07-03T08:34:00.000-07:00

I just had my frog porridge after so long!! Crave for it suddenly then cabbed down just to eat it. Sad that i dint eat any durians cos someone need to get back home and she doesnt like any durians :(

Relaxing at home and watching movie with your love ones with tidbits and snacks is just the best choice and best thing to do.

Now i craving for durians. . . . .

2010-06-25T20:45:00.000-07:00

The times together is so short, i really hope that there is no deadline, no breaks/pauses. Even how painful it is, I will let you when the time is up, it is the best option for both of us. You will find a better person in Australia, dun let me hinder you in pursuing what you want. There are always goodbyes in your life so you must learn to take it up and put it down. Even though, i want to keep you by my side but i know it is not possible. You are like a kite that needs to soar in the sky, i cant always keep you on the ground together with me. I will learn to fly a kite where i need to release the strings so that it can fly higher in the sky.

I will always remember the little things that you done that always touched my heart. In my life, i found someone that will cherish me and loved me and the person is you. I will miss the herbal tea that you buy for me when i am heaty, i will miss the little cards that you wrote for me every week, i will miss the dumbness and silliness of you and I will miss you. I feel so pain even though we were only together for a mth but it seems like a long time, i really wish that you need not go. But i cant be so selfish. I will wish you luck! There is still some time before you leave, we can cherish each other more and set our footsteps in places that we want to go. I am glad that you told me your decision so that i can prepared myself for it. You can always msn me and webcam with me if you miss me too :)

This is the song i want to give you :) Nice song i Like!

2010-06-07T00:33:00.000-07:00

Life is short! It is saddening to see your relative pass away suddenly even though you were notify that he had suffer from an illness. I still cannot accept the fact that he alr died, he looks as if he was sleeping in the coffin. Within me, i kept saying " Wake up! Uncle, Dun sleep alr". But it dint work. I was hoping for a miracle that he will wake up and jump up from the coffin. Until when he was burned in the incinerator then i know that it wont happen anymore. I just hope that the "after life" for him will be good.

Yesterday, we played against amazons. It was a good start. I hope everything will go smoothly as we play our games. This will be the last milp cup for me so i wished that this will be the most enjoyable and good one.

2010-05-15T09:13:00.000-07:00

What will do you do when life gets too bored?
1) I will consider to sign up for guitar course in YAMAHA
2) I will like to learn swimming from my cousin(after she finish learning hers)
3) I will like to listen to radio and drive around Singapore.
4) I will like to play majong with friends.
5) I will find some interesting and fun to do.

I came up with my own timetable today. I think now is the time to really start focusing on my Major project.
NO more slack attitude and LATE habit!!

2010-05-03T08:01:00.000-07:00

Maybe i should really do some reflection on myself. Why is it so hard to find a mature & understanding good friend who are able to stand by you, understand your thinking and share thoughts about things of broader perspective. I find that talking to people who are mature about life and the world is enjoyable, knowledgeable and something that will spite up the joy within me. Maybe i am starting to grow and starting to mature??

I have fun friends, gossip friends, hang out friends, basketball friends, friends that i would disturb on, majong friends and hi-bye friends. Out of all these friends, i realize i dun have a heart to heart friend. Maybe there is something wrong with my character that i really cant find or trust that people well enough to be a heart to heart friend or the effort that i spend nurturing the friendship is as little and tiny as an ant or maybe i am mean in the words i say?

My life just revolve around basketball, attachment,major project and giving tuition. Conversations between friends become lesser and lesser. Everyone is so busy with their own life. This week i am so busy that i dun even have time for myself. Life get more and more bored when one get older and older.

2010-04-17T09:30:00.000-07:00

My birthday is coming! Time passes very fast and it is going to be my 3rd year in TP! Things happened so fast that i dint fully enjoy the activities and time in school. Dint fully use up my $109 for paying the other fees in TP! Hahaha.. Just Kidding. :)

Sometimes i really miss hanging out with my church friends, talking crap and having lots of fun. They have a LIFE in them! I want to fly kite. . . Even though i only managed to fly for less than 5 min when the kite flew away!
There is so many things i want to do in life

1) I want to learn how to swim
2) I want to learn how to play professional guitar
3) I want to play paintball with my friends(Sounds fun)
4) I want to own a car by the age of 30
5) I want to travel around the world to see the different wonders
6) AND MANY MORE....

2010-04-15T11:08:00.000-07:00

I dint expect that you will find "the one" so soon. . . I feel disgusted! I dunno why! Beautiful memories of you started to break and shatter into pieces. I really am stupid, why would trust the words that you said and missed you before i go to sleep. Your image were once beautiful until the news break out to me. Maybe in your life, you just need someone to be there. I hope this time round, you will know how to cherish the person ba.

Headed down to zoo with kelly, elaine, winson and kenny to celebrate kenny's birthday. Took tons of pictures, unglam ones and nice ones :) Cabbed down to Yio Chu Kang to eat crab. Nice Nice :)

Its has been long since i started hanging out with friends frequently and having lots and tons of fun. :)

Yesterday went out with alina, wendy and jun yong to eat at changi village and we headed down to changi beach for kite flying session. I flew the kite for like 5mins and the kite flew far far away and GONE!!! They kept on laughing at my facial expression when the kite flew away.

I spend $6.90 for a kite which flew off after 5 mins. :((

Been coughing the whole week, faster recover before my birthday!!!

2010-04-11T09:34:00.000-07:00

Every time when i log into facebook, i will go and check out your account whether is there any updates. I see that you are happy and having fun with your friends. That good! I kinda miss you! Life become dull and colourless when there is no one to entertain me and make me laugh. But i hope that you can forget me.

This is ironic, but i just feel that i am a loser.

Holidays are ending soon. Next week, school reopens and attachments begin.

I went to check out the requirements for me to get into business in university, i must at least get a GPA of 3.62 for NTU Business and 3.52 for SMU Business. **Note : This is the minimum requirement**

Life is short. I want to shao mu today, i wondered what the after life will be?? There is a thought in my mind thinking that will our souls think like how our body function with a brain?? What if we are burned into ashes, will our souls still think like how we do now?

2010-04-05T12:57:00.000-07:00

I believe that your life without me is great. I even dreamed that you got yourself a partner already. If you do, that really great. Memories of the time that we spend together just kept flowing thru my head when it is time to sleep. But I know that these memories are kept in the bottom of my heart. I wonder how are you now?

Maybe this year, i will spend a lonely birthday. Hahaha.. but i hope i wont!!
Holidays are ending soon in 13 more days, attachments are coming soon. . .

2010-03-19T09:17:00.000-07:00

Everything all does not goes well this week. 1st, i quarrel with jasmine and we are not contacting anymore. When i think back, i feel that i was sensitive and something just come crashing into my mind and i was pissed off. I know i have faults for saying that you were using me but i guess everything is gone for now. We will slowly adapt to life that does not have the existence of both of us.

2nd, i fight with my brother the next morning. We punched each other and I ended with swollen eyes and injured nose which kept bleeding straight after the fight. That night, i went over to zi jing house for majong and i lost 20 dollars.

Today, I suppose to play bball with fang ying and the weather was lousy so i decide not to play. I am sorry fang ying. I think you ask me out to play bball until you sian le cos this is the 2nd time i dint join u for bball le.
I drove my brother to tuition center with my dad beside me supervising me while i drive then while driving i make some mistakes then my dad said that his expectations of me were much higher today and i dint meet and fall below his expectations today. Kinda sad cos i still need to be supervise by him for a long period of time until i meet or exceed his expectations.

I hope after this week, everything will be better.

2010-03-17T07:02:00.000-07:00

I am damn pissed off. This is the 2nd time, you made me so pissed off. I think that i will heed my friend's advice of not contacting you and not say even meeting you. If you said that i was important to you, i dun see the importance. Up till now, i think i still havent find someone that understand me well based on my thinking and treating me as well as i treated them.

I think i need to get a job asap. Cash is flowing out as fast as how the water flows. If anyone got any part time job info, contact me :) I will be very grateful to you.

2010-03-05T21:27:00.000-08:00

I woke up with a nightmare dreaming that i did badly for my semester and required to take supp papers. I even dream that my overall GPA was 1.88 for this semester. I dint make an effort to strive hard for my semester, my focus was on something else which lead me away. I start to regret and I hope that my GPA wont drop and maintain still.

Shu Ling, if you happened to see this post can you show my blog link to my brother and ask him to read it. Hey Brother, Please show me some respect by reading everything in this post.

Dear Brother,
I know that you havent start to mature and dint know what are your aims and goals. But computer games is not something that you should be dwelling on instead of spending the critical time studying. Just spend the left 6 months to study. Time is running out.

I know you may think that this is ridiculous and nagging but i am saying this so that you will understand. I know that studying is not fun, its hard work and nobody like studying neither do I. But just think that by studying now, you can earn enough income in the future so that you are able to support mummy and daddy in the future. So that you can buy the things that you want. I know that you dun want to buy anything and you dun need nothing. But think when mummy they all old already, are they going to support you. Impossible!

Studying can at least earn you a rice bowl for the future. Then you can spend time with your friends whenever you want. Just work hard for these few months. Reward will come after hard work. I promise to buy you, the things that you want regardless of the price if your O level score get 15 and below.

This is the 1st time, i got so anxious for you. I believed that you can do it and you can do much better than me in O level. You just have to study hard these few months. Show me that you are striving hard and making an effort to do well. Mummy dun have to raise her voice at you and making her so xin ku. Dun you want to be a filial son?

I will be awaiting for your performance. :)

2010-03-04T08:03:00.000-08:00

Stupid me! Sprain my ankle today during training. Haha. I now having holiday, super free so if you all miss me can call me out :) Anyway, my driving test is on 10 March so wish me luck k?

I dunno whether is it right for me to carry on. I dunno whether i should be firm and cling onto my decision that i made. I should just observed this week and next week whether i should leave or stay.
When we face this situation, it tends to be different from what it originally is. But after that day, everything will turn back and different from that day. Lets just see tml and i hope that it wont happen.

2010-02-23T21:38:00.000-08:00

Hohoho.. Now is a brand new year with full of luck and hope about the future. I just finished my exam, been mugging since chu 4. Now i am free. Need to work, chinese new year money not enough to cover the expedite that i spend last month. Hope this year will be a much better year for me. Not so sway and luck is coming in all the way :)

Anyway friends that i have not meet, we can meet up during the holiday and have fun. Meanwhile if you all have any job lobang tell me :) Hope everyone have a good new year and friends i am coming to your houses and bai nian :)

2010-02-14T05:29:00.000-08:00

Am i a nice person that always get bullied? Everything u shoot me or say things that is mean or nasty, i just bear with it. But there is a limit to everyone's tolerance, i think i cant trust you anymore. I have always cherish the people around me and tell my things to the people that i am close with. But i think now, i shld just keep to myself cos there is no one that i can trust now.

It just hurt my heart so much. I cried and i believe that you were once a nice friend but now. . . Take care!

2010-01-27T07:51:00.000-08:00

Is loving someone always so painful in the heart? Being paranoid? Afraid that one day the person might just leave you? I hate to worry for someone, i hate the feeling of wanting to study but i cant. Every night, my heart just feel pain. I dunno why but i am trying my best to not to care too much and missing you lesser. I dun like the feeling of not meeting. I hate my character, why cant i just care lesser just like other people does and only care abt my life?

Maybe i am just lonely? Paranoid?
Hello heart, can you be happier? Can i smile and have joy from the bottom of my heart which could last me a long time?

2010-01-25T07:03:00.000-08:00

If there is a forget myself pill, i want to eat it. I just think i suck. After one incident that happen to me 1 year ago and i dint know where i went wrong. I think i should just be alone.

Why in the earth, do we need to study just to get good jobs and why in the earth is there ppl fighting for positions to get promoted and get higher salary? Why is there unfairness? Why Why Why??? Why cant everyone have the same standard of living?

2010-01-25T02:09:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i went to my 2nd kembangan training, it was tiring as we trained under the hot sun. When i was doing the drills, i was actually thinking of KOI bubble tea. I went off with ying hui by her dad's car. Ying hui dropped me at amk and i quickly fasten my pace of walking to buy the KOI bubble tea so that i can meet her to play bball and celebrate our 6th month.

However, i was a jerk. The 6th month anniversary were lousy, i had no time to buy her present and i commented on the present, she bought for me. I am really sorry for being straightforward. When i think about what happen yesterday, i feel that i was stupid. I should have just accept the present and tell her i like it alot. Anyway she bought me diary. I think she need it more than me so i ask her to keep it and use it and now she dun want to celebrate any more anniversary. Sometimes i just think that i am really very stupid to the extent that i can just bang the wall and die . . . .

2010-01-12T08:42:00.000-08:00

Hey thanks everyone for your care and concern. Everything is alright now! I am so happy that even though my blog is stagnate there is still people who come and visit my blog and ask me what happen. SO SWEET! Thanks alot friends :)

Anyway, today we won NYP. The score was 80 to 66.
My morale was down, i think i just deserve not to play well.
My attitude sucks, i think there is a need to discinpline myself and get rid of my lazyliness.
I want to discipline myself so that i will not be late for lessons.

2010-01-09T20:37:00.000-08:00

I am very disappointed and angry at you!
You said that your friends were unsatisfied with who you are then i told you to tell me what happened but waited and kept on looking at my phone when i was watching movie. Until now, i still dunno what happened. I think i dun bother to know what had happened already.

You forgot what you had said and promise to me that even made me more angry. You dint even tell me that you are going home with ur friends until i called you!

This time i really got nothing to say! I will not bother about ur things anymore. You want to do this then you do, dun want to tell me then forget it!

2010-01-08T08:46:00.000-08:00

I dunno whats wrong with me. I am emotionally down for no reason, i need someone there to be beside there supporting me. Will I find that person one day? Now my focus and direction that i am heading has changed. I hope life will be full of joy, laughter and fun starting from this year :)

Today had a game against ITE. Even though we lost, we played alot better than the 1st game. I had failed myself as a center by mising 4 shots under the basket. I hope this mistake can motivated myself to improve for the better.

Tons of work needed to complete by next week! I hope i can survive until the end of semester. I need to Jia you!!!

2010-01-07T10:12:00.000-08:00

I lost faith in myself. I will stop myself from loving you that much and devoting myself to you so that i wont keep bugging you that i want to meet and saying that i am lonely. Maybe by loving you less and focusing on other things will help to stop the desire of wanting to meet up. I had delete all the photos in facebook so that i wont be reminded of how much i love you and misses you. Life will be better this way by focusing on other things and reducing the time of worrying and thinking for you and spending quality time with friends and family that i miss out long long ago.

Life will be better this way for the both of us.

2010-01-06T04:51:00.000-08:00

Its been long since i blogged!
Since the start of semester, i am busy with projects, asssignments and work. But i just quitted my job!
Its been a good year for me so far. Today i found an iphone in one of the lab in school. I returned the iphone back to the owner :)

I want to go shopping! I very very long nv shop for my own stuffs le.
I want to train up to become fit. I cant feel any more muscles in my body anymore :(
And I envy people who can meet their partner almost everyday! Why not me??

2010-01-01T09:21:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone! Happy new year!

2009-10-25T10:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a tiring and special day. I went for the nike 10km run in the morning. Xiao Qian and me went over to ying hui hse to stay over. Poor xiao qian dint get to sleep cos both yh and me are snooring especially yh the loudest. We feel so satisfied and happy after running and reaching the finish point. After running 1st 5km of the race, i got stitches and got blisters. I feel like giving up and walk the rest of the 5km but i perserve and i completed the race. We went to eat our breakfast and i went to give tution. After tution, i went to work at iluma. At night meet cute cute for supper.

Today, was also a tiring day. I went over to kembangan training to try out. I think the environment and the people there are not bad too.They are very bonded like a team with lots and lots of team work and team spirit.After training, went over to work at iluma. Tired and a busy weekend i had.

Thanks for everything and the card :) It has been a happy 3 month :) Hope things will stay and last longer and longer :)

2009-10-23T02:03:00.000-07:00

I feel so tired. Everytime when i want to do something or buy something for you. My intentions were not known. Just that pure intention of wanting to have a smile on your face and so that you can live a better life not only with bread.You often blame me for spending money unwisely.What i only want is that u are happy but i doubt so. I am just tired of trying to please you but there no more smiles that i used to see in ur face. Why has money have to exist? Maybe is just my existence that kills e smile. Maybe i shldnt have exist in ur life. I am sorry and i am tired.

2009-10-16T21:47:00.000-07:00

School is going to start soon. I am satisfied with my timetable even though i dun have one day off but i end school quite early on thursday and friday. Now my CDS is human health and diseases. Hope this time round i am able to do well in my cds. Work has been tiring, not been to go out and play during the weekends but i had no choice but to work cos now my bank account left $0. Haiz. I will be working when school starts too. Maybe work until the end of december?

Tp training has started and i had no chance to go. I wanted to go on monday but was down with food poisioning and diahorrea. Friday i had to work therefore not been able to go for training. But i have already make arrangements with the supervisor that i wont be working on friday evening. Heard from ying hui that the coach is good. I am glad that it was he, the coach that taught me when i was primary school. So glad, he is a good coach.

Updates of the photos

2009-10-10T10:04:00.000-07:00

Hi Hi, its been a while since i last blog. Nobody seems to come here and visit? So sad :(
I just cut and dye my hair. My hair now is abit ashy and brown. The hair style is so much extreme than the previous hair that i cut. This time is even shorter =.= abit like luo zhi xiang de hair. Imagine that if i style my hair. Haha.

Holiday are going to be over soon. Time just fly and money too!
Speaking of money, i am currently working at iluma hua li xuan fusion resturant during weekends after 6pm. You can come and support me by coming into the shop to eat. Today i saw ah sou( tp bballer), saw her with her friends then i pull them to come and eat at my resturant then ah sou see my face ask her friends go there eat also. So delighted! Thanks for being so nice ah sou! Hahaha.

Holiday had just been great went sentosa twice with tp bball players and XDM. I got abit darker after much going to tan twice. Recently everyday also got driving lesson. I booked my traffic police test on 18 dec hope that i will get prepared by the time and pass my license once.
Pictures are yet to be upload havent get frm deborah and xueting :)

2009-10-03T10:15:00.000-07:00

Today is the 1st day of work at Hua Li Xuan in iluma Bugis.
The people there are friendly and nice, i dint feel really very bored but thankful that the day was filled with challenges and things that are awaiting for me to learn.
I saw amanda lee, min rong and their friends at the resturant i am working at and it so happen to be the 1st day so coincdence.

I really hope that u can stand strong, i am sorry that i might not have the time to accompany you. You have to learn to be independant ok? I really hate to see u being emotional and moody so u must cheer up to face the challenges that are awaiting for you alright? Jia you :)

2009-09-28T08:16:00.000-07:00

I think age is catching up soon and i am more and more careless and dumb! Supposely today i dun need to go to work but i want to earn merely that 30 over dollars cos me to lost $60 Dollars. I assume that my driving lesson start at 4.25pm and i went to work. I dint know that my lesson start at 12.45pm instead of 4.25pm until i call my friends to check the timing! and I miss the driving lesson which cannot be remake which cost $60. I should just go bang wall and die asap! So people please dun sign up for school or not u will regret great time!

I had dejav over this when i was sec 4 and i dint know it came true. In the dream, i was so anxious about smth that is really impt and i was making a call and the result were negative and made me damn sad! And it came true =.= Maybe it just fated that i might miss the driving lesson. This is a expensive lesson learnt to check everything before mistakes happen.Haiz. :(

Today met sharon for lunch very long nv see her le, supposely i shld be at the driving centre instead of having lunch with her. After lunch i went back to work until 3.30pm and tot that i need to go for driving lesson so i left early instead i saw the wrong timing so i called sharon to meet her up to go walk walk, feel damn sian and super heart pain, $60 just like that fly away.We went to watch accident and it was a boring show except that there were some killing/disturbing scenes. The show was lame with lousy ending. Then miss nice sharon see me in such a poor state, treat me dinner at bbq chicken. Thanks alot! It always nice talking to u and gossiping. LOL. :)

2009-09-27T07:11:00.000-07:00

Today rot at home de whole day.
But during the afternoon, i went out with my father to fish farm.
He bought some fish to put in his fish tank that he just decorated.
After visiting the fish farm, we went over to see dogs having dog therpy and trainer training the dogs to jump hurdle and passing obstacles. There is a dog that is very cute with thick and straight fur. I forgot what breed the dog belongs but it kinda big, it is as tall as 1.5m. I feel like owning a dog now too! They obey to yr orders and listen to u when u are down. But i just hate it when they poo.

Then we went to the crab wholesaler who sells cheap and big Sri Lanka crabs which cost $8 per crab. Damn cheap and its alive. We bought 2 crabs for our dinner with fish porridge. My mother cook the crab with XO and its damn good. Today our whole family eat dinner tgr at the dinner table and its a rare thing :)

2009-09-26T12:53:00.000-07:00

Today i had a great day out with xiao qian, ying hui, chia ming, zoey and wan ying.
We planned a drinking outing today and we went over to Timbre to drink.
Zoey, Ying hui and Me met up early at cityhall to walk walk and to have our dinner cos we dun want to rot at home until 7.30pm? I was late meeting yh and zoey cos i saw the wrong time and tot i was still early so i took my time to dress up, bath and look into the mirror.

There were alot of people over at cityhall becoz of the F1 race that is held there. We took a picture with one of the F1 bear so cute lo! Hahaha. Then we took mrt to raffles place cos the road is close we cannot walk to singapore river. Zoey, Yh and me took alot of pictures tgr while waiting for chia ming and xiao qian to arrive.
I ordered Chivas 12 years with mixer and it doesnt taste good. Wan Ying joined us after she found her way to timbre.

After drinking, we went to walk walk around clarke quay. Yh and Xiao Qian left after 11.30pm.
Wan Ying felt hungry so she suggested on going to eat frog porridge and durian. So we headed down to her hse while she drove her car to Geylang for supper. She drove us home after that.

I hope i can pass my driving real soon so that i can drive out to the road, it kinda fun and challenging!
Cant wait! :)
I simply love the new edition of posting on blogger. It just make my life easier and faster :))

2009-09-25T21:30:00.000-07:00

My mother, my ah ma and my ah yi they all went to Malaysia for a day. I want to go also but then my passport need to update and change the photo and i have to pay 70 bucks for the changing of my photo and extending the expiry date of the passport.

Later going to chili with Zoey, Yinghui, Chia ming and Xiao Qian.
Sometimes when i want to play, i hope that you will come along but then you need to study.
The sad thing is that we can only meet awhile like 2hr or less for lunch break and then we had to go our separate ways and this got to continue for 2 months or more. I dunno where we will be after that? Haha. Hope nothing can affect ba. Bestfriend?

2009-09-24T21:45:00.000-07:00

I am currently on a saving plan.
I need a part time weekend job and i also want to give tution.
I want to save up money for my driving and the overseas trip with deborah they all at the end of the year.
So if anyone got any weekend lobang or any event lobang must tell me k? Thanks :)

I wish that my uncle sponser me again but then i cannot always rely on him. Haiz.. My brother got a new laptop from my uncle becoz my uncle wants him to stop working and concentrate on studying. So he bought him a new dell laptop. So Good! I jealous! Wahahaha

2009-09-19T11:18:00.000-07:00

I just realized that there many things i want to do now and in the future to come.
1. I want to get a driving license before next year
2. I want my Bank account to have more than 2,000 as soon as possible
3. I want to learn Chinese pinyin.
After working in Sharon's mother company, I realized that there is a need to learn and master chinese and Hanyu Pinyin as the China market is expanding,there are many job opportunties around and China are working and trading business deals with other countries than in the past. Now the companies are finding for people that can speak well and write well in both chinese and english. The basis requirement is that one must be able to speak english properly. Therefore the government is emphaising on the importance of chinese in the economy now!
4. I need a weekend part time job.
So if there any lobang must intro me k? I personally will thank you for the bottom of my heart!
5. I really hope that money would fall from the sky.

Thanks for all the little thoughts here and there about me. And the little surprise that you bought for me even though i dint expressed out my emotions and feelings but i love the gift alot! This is de 2nd thoughtful and lovely things that u done for me. I am grateful that I found someone like you walking into my life bringing not only colours but rainbow of mutiple colours with glittery shapes and patterns. The shapes and the patterns symbolises the little things that we done tgr. x)
Life is short, u will never know what you might expect in the next moment. I will spend my time to the fullest with you. x)

2009-09-05T09:47:00.000-07:00

Why is life such a complex?
Why does people have different perceptions, views, tone and thinking?
Then it wont lead to misunderstanding, quarrels and arguments.
But life will be boring with same people having different thoughts/views/opinions about things.
I am contradicting myself.

I hate misunderstanding, quarrels and arguments.
How i wish that everyone know what the other means and think of so that such things wont happen.
Quarrels and misunderstanding hurts both physically and mentally.

2009-09-02T11:33:00.000-07:00

Well, i think this is the best week that i ever had so far during this semester break.

31 Aug
Hang out over at yong xuan house for majong gathering.
Super surprised that kao yao was there, i dint know that he knows how to play majong.
Kao yao is the smartest person that we had in our class with a super high GPA of 3.8 and above.
He is abit introverted and doesnt really interact with others unless they are close to him.
But i seen the true colours of him, he is fun-loving and he is no longer de timid guy that we known instead he become more daring in terms of being sacaristic.

I am so sorry that i cause kao yao to bomb himself. Instead of helping him to win money. :(
I am so sorry or not u have already won quite alot in that game.
Had late dinner/ supper after majong in kembangan and we headed home.

2 Sept
Today we had a singing outing with gary, jun liang, yong xuan, kelly, kenny, winson and elaine.
I dint join them for the singing outing as something cropped up in the afternoon.
But i went to join them for dinner and when i reached katong they were still singing and i sang 3 songs and we headed down the streets to eat hainnese chicken rice.
I must say yong xuan and jun liang sang quite well. I dint really heard what Gary was singing, so sad. Or not i will suan him..HAHA! :)
Next time join u all for singing at teo heng k! Sorry people.

After dinner, we went to 4 seasons durian cafe to eat durian, order coconut as while.
Eat liang de and heaty durian dunno whether will nose bleed or not.
The durian were quite expensive costs 3 for $20 coz now is not the durian season
I ate a "sauasge- smelled" durian and i crack up a lame joke saying that sauasges were thrown under the durian tree and the sauasges's juice were obsorbed by the tree which bears sauasge smelled durian! Lol :)

Headed down to Ehub to watch 11.30pm show on Band Slam.
Some part of the show was funny, it was a musical show better than High School Musical.
It shown how people of different talents on different musical instruments and musical background come tgr to form a band and it become famous over college even though they dint won the best Band award in the competition.

Tommorrow will be playing majong at yong xuan hse, cant wait to play with kao yao, jun liang and yong xuan. Cant wait to win their shoe money. Hahaha.. Good night Folks :))

2009-08-29T21:36:00.000-07:00

Time flies quickly and lest that you know everything changes.
Holiday had arrived and exams are over!
Dint expect to have good grades this time round. Too slack and too playful. Next Semester got to buck up and do well to maintain a GPA of 3.5 and above.

Currently taking up driving lessons at UBI in the Comfortdelgro driving centre.
Driving is fun but tiring. Changing of gears and moving the car from one place to another is indeed a challenge.

Its has been long since i played vigorous and competitive bball. After polite cup, training has stopped and i havent really touch bball after polite. Now is the season for teck ghee cup and yesterday was the match against hornets, dint really played well. Feel like a shit on court unable to help out. But nvm, i will strike harder and better.

Now looking for job. Anyone got any lobang? Intro me can? Thanks thanks :)

2009-08-10T09:15:00.000-07:00

Had many late nights these few days and i think i am going to be sick.
Aching all over plus headache. I think i am too heaty. So anyone wants to buy herbal tea for me?
I got to study hard! I cannot afford to slack! Jia you Pei Jing! :) I cannot let my uncle down cos he invested alot of money on me so i must study hard and repay him. Must break the poverty chain!
Thanks uncle for rewarding me $100 extra allowance but i spent it up quickly, i think i got to save & scrimp. Thanks for offering me money when i needed one without you the life wont be better.Thanks alot uncle! :)

I had an awesome weekend, nv feel so relaxing and fun!
Life is so much brighter with u on my side.
Ur smile and ur atmost caring & loving attitude towards me makes me feel like i am living in a paradise.
I just want to thank you for walking into my life and imprinting a deep footprints onto my heart :)

2009-08-05T09:31:00.000-07:00

It has been a long day today, wake up early in the morning to study for my quiz. Thank goodness the question were not really that tough. I manage to do finish the paper even though i dun really know how to answer some of the questions. After the quiz, ate and went to do project at the library.Super tiring! I almost fell asleep while doing the project.

I really think that law teacher is really one kind one know! They really law by law one! I was late for class for 25 mins cos i was chionging my project and i need to submit by today, then when i came into class, she wrote the time i came in on the whiteboard then after class she called me to find her and i was wondering why she suddenly want to see me. I tot she was a flexible and nice teacher! I was wrong, stupid woman make the thing so complicated cant she close one eye and just let me be puntual, also not i purposely want to be late for her class. Stupid WOMAN!

Now the whole world knows!
Things are getting so smoothly between us, hope that waves nor thuder waves come n strike us down!
Even if it does, i know that we will stay strong tgr!

2009-08-04T09:19:00.000-07:00

Today match against SP. A very sadding game, gwen injuried her knee and she is unable to play the last match with us on thursday and i almost sprain my left foot de ankle so scared! This week has been super busy over projects, quiz and polite games. So tired, mentally and physically! Take care Gwen! Do i really look fat?? I am so paranoid cos my boos are bigger than the usuals. I am so sad that ppl said that i look fat and my boos look big when i ran on the court. I am so sorry deborah for making fun of ur boos, i think this is retibution. OH NO! :(
I hope things will not happen like what i heard of, if really is, i will only blame myself for being stupid.

2009-08-02T09:08:00.000-07:00

Its was a tiring weekends having to quarantine myself at home to do projects. Xin Ku Le! :)
Its was everyone's hard work, it will be over soon! In another week time :)
Gwen, thanks for all the things that u done for us, really appreciate it! U are the most thoughtful captain i had! Thanks for the encouraging message and the cards! Lets Jia you together :) Dun give up on us k? :) Jia you TP!! :)

Thanks cute shit for the nice breakfast that u prepare for me! So sweet! Even though it was abit salty but overall was nice :) Sorry that i only upload one photo cos i think in the picture, both of us look nice :) Or not every photo is either my eyes too small or my eye not looking into the camera.Sorry to make you so insignificant by having the words so small, now i increase to normal size :) Thanks for everything! :)

2009-07-31T09:34:00.000-07:00

I feel like a total idiot! Becoz of one stupid dream, i emo the whole morning and make someone upset too. Headed down to elaine house for project meeting then ate Singapore famous yang tou foo which belongs to her father. Then she treat us to durians too, the durians were nice and i ate happily forgetting that i will stink my team mates up during the match. During the match, i was releasing out the durian oder from my mouth. OMG. . Its was damn stinky and everyone seems to quarantine themselves from me and no one dare to share water with me. So sad! :(
I never felt so important before in my entire life that someone will actually cry for me! I was totally shocked, i promise that i would not make anyone cry becoz of me! I am an happy shit, i must make people happy!! :) Those people around me must be happy k?

2009-07-28T09:24:00.000-07:00

It was a satisfacting day today!! Even though the lectures were bored to death and projects are supressing us until we were unable to breath, i had a great day out with my family to celebrate my mother birthday! So happy! Eat alot of good food. Like frog porrigde, salted egg prawns, pork ribs and lastly my 2nd favourite DURIAN! :)

Tml we playing against ITE, Jia you everyone!! Tough fight tml man!
There are so much coincidence between us, cute shit! Cute shit simply make my day!
Cute shit coming to support me tml, so must jia you! Wahahaha :)

2009-07-26T10:39:00.000-07:00

Time really flies, we had already ended our milo cup competition and we got our medal and milo gong. Hahaha.. mummy dun need to buy milo for the rest of the year le, somemore can share with ah ma. Tml is the match against NP, Jia you everyone!Jia you TP! Lets do our best :)

Just cut hair recently, i become not cute le! So sad becoming more and more ugly becoz of my fringe. But nvm fringe will grow de. I miss my previous hair style!! :(
Interesting things happen lately, im happy that things ended up this way and comfortable that i always have someone beside me supporting me. Deadline for project submission is so near and with the ongoing polite cup, i am afraid that i cannot cope with my studies. I cannot afford to fall..

2009-07-22T09:44:00.000-07:00

Life is so damn boring with projects the whole semester. I think this semester i very slack and i dunno whats the cause that lead me to this kind of slack attitude. I am always looking forward to weekends where i can play whole day. Basketball season is coming soon and projects are due in 3 weeks time. Time flies so fast and its has been a year since we 1st met. Happy moments are kept and people had to always look ahead and forward to the new stuffs awaiting them.
There is always a beginning and an end. I am afraid to have a beginning and i will be hurt again.

2009-07-13T06:42:00.000-07:00

Friday went over to take e-trial test and headed down to SuperDog for interview. But they only paying 3.50/hr which i think is super little so i dint take up the job. Haiz..spending more than what i could save is a super sad thing.

Saturday went shopping with ying hui and xiao qian before ying hui go to teck ghee training then i headed down to vivo to meet deborah, xueting and one of her malay friend. I bought this unique shoe which cost me $74.90 from pull & bear.

Sunday studying day at yishun starbucks with jasmine, feel very guilty coz jasmine dint study much like tuo lei her. But overall was full, talk alot and play alot!
Her favorite phrse : resting can be a good start for the next journey.LOL :)

Today went to take my FTT test and i take de 1st time pass le. So happy then i went to apply for PDL(license to learn driving) But super du lan coz i waited for more than 2 hrs just to make the PDL. After that went to meet choy yih for project.So sad only 2 of us instead of 4.
Headed down to marsiling to see sin seh for my wrist and finger. Feel so shiok when i walk out but then my hand is bao until like pig hand like that.

2009-07-10T07:37:00.000-07:00

Thursday had friendly match with kaixuan.
Injured my left hand de wrist and got alot of blue blacks.
I almost cried but i hold back my tears to look abit more man.
I cannot turn my wrist. But its ok i going to see sinseh on Monday.
I think i cant train for the time being. Healing is my wrist is more impt.
I think u were right, maybe u were the 1st and the last.

2009-07-08T08:57:00.000-07:00

We got into second round!! Teck ghee jia you!!
A little prayer, perseverance and hard work wins the game!
I played badly today, feel like a shit going to die soon.
I am so damn stupid, i should have rest the day before the match and shldnt have ran 2.4km with timing. I shldnt have train non stop for 7 days. OMG! I feel damn stupid! When did i inherit my mother's brain?

Dint go school today, super tired until want to die le.
Superdog called me today and i am going for interview on friday. Hope things went well.
Need the money badly!

2009-07-08T03:02:00.000-07:00

Beat the impossible, Being the miracle that has not happen.
I believe that we can do it, Teck ghee!!
Lets fight hard for the game later! TECK GHEE, TECK GHEE!!

No matter how tired your body are, if your mental can do well than ur body, you have already win half of the battle. Lets us play our best without pressured, focus on the goal! FIGHT HARD PPL!!

2009-07-05T09:49:00.000-07:00

Friday and saturday had a powerful night! Had our usual "cca" at my house, swimming with no water. LOL.

Headed to the gym at YCK to meet my cousin to workout. Spend more than 2 hours in the gym, but quite productive. I can feel the muscles around my body. Went to Sumo house to eat branch and walk around AMK hub to look for jia xuan present(my cousin's sister)
Watched ice age 3 and bought colour pens for her.

Went over to my cousin house to celebrate jia xuan birthday, too tired took a small nap. Ate durian that was imported from malaysia.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU JIA XUAN!

2009-07-01T07:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to send kelly(tp bball) at airport.
I hate the feeling of saying good bye! The atmosphere was saddling.
Lastly wish kelly all the best for her life in Australia and study hard!

Today, I was rushing for school and my bicycle is in school so i got to take bus to school.
In order for me to take bus 15, i got to take another bus from my house bus stop. When my bus reaches the opposite side of the bus stop of bus 15, i saw the bus 15 turning in to the bus stop. I knew if i miss the bus,i got to take cab to school and waste some money. I dashed out to cross the road in order to get to the other side, during that time my focus was only on bus 15 that is going to leave. Suddenly a taxi that is moving more than 50km/h almost bang into me, the distance between me and the taxi is 1 feet away. I dint notice the taxi when i heard horns from the taxi and a woman screaming when she saw the taxi almost bang me.

I was super lucky that i dint got bang. Imagine me in a pool of blood unable to play bball forever and maybe having to be vegetable for the rest of my life. Imagine my mother receiving a call from the hopstial, i think she will be super shocked, early in the morning receive this kind of call. I freaked out totally after realizing that the taxi almost bang into me. But thank God that nothing happen. IF NOT I WILL NOT BE TYPING HERE..
I finally understand why you left.

2009-06-24T09:31:00.000-07:00

It has been awhile since i last blog!
I had been busy with projects, projects and projects. There is so much things to do yet so little time.
Lesson learn : Do not buy cheap bubble tea that cost only $1.
On Tuesday, I bought bubble tea for my brother and me. I bought chocolate ice-blended, while i was chewing the pearls, i chew into sometime crispy but it has no taste. I spit it out and it was a super big fly that i chew. It was damn gross! I will never order drinks from there anymore. Lol.. what an experience.

Everyone Jia you for ur matches k!
I think i kind of miss you! I regret my mistakes. I hope things will go back to the same! I wish, I wish and I wish!

2009-06-19T22:23:00.000-07:00

Sick, Sick and Sick!
Thanks to these few people that show care and concern
Deborah, Kelly, Shu ling, Ying hui, Nan, Cun Fang and Mary Ann.
I felt so loved that it was the 1st time that so many people ask me to take care when I'm sick.
But sick is tiring, tough

Having match against Hornets later. Jia you people :)

2009-06-09T10:15:00.000-07:00

A Date with Deborah.

This stupid woman changed the timing to 2.30pm, luckily i havent leave house yet or not i kill her ah! But then i was late while meeting her so i guess we were even? Met her at bugis and headed down to bugis street to walk walk. I bought a pair of black classic ear-ring and bought 3 shirts at the cost of $30 dollars(material not very good) but suitable for this kind of hot weather.

After Bugis, we went down to Far east, saw zhu jie on the way there. Deborah commented that zhu jie(ying hui) hair is better looking when it is long. Walked ard Far east, ate.Surprising deborah and I dint bought anything at far east instead we went to do our hair..
Deborah dye her hair(more pretty now) and i cut my hair. I know its kinda of short already and i still cut. I just to change hairstyle so that i wont look the same, i promise myself to leave long hair/ wear wig for my graduation day at TP..hehe :) Just wait and see people!!

2009-06-07T09:00:00.000-07:00

Had an interesting day out with my family except for my mother who went over to my neighbor house to bake cake(her favorite pastimes).
Headed down to my cousin house after such a long long time.

2 Interesting things that happen to me..

1. I went over to pick durians with my father and my little aunty at the jungle!! I was so afraid that snakes might suddenly appear in front of me so i kept close to my father trying to keep the distance as soon as possible by running.. =.=
In the end, we only collect 1 durian and the durian has not ripe yet and there goes our effort.

2. My 1st time killing crab and chopping it into pieces before cooking it.
The feeling was super shiok, dunno why, maybe coz i can get to eat my favourite food as soon as possible? The meat of the crab is super tender and soft, if it is cooked together with chili that would be even better. I miss chili crab!

There so much things i want to do but i had no money neither i have the time to do it!
I am totally broke this mth! All thanks to the stupid other school fees that i got pay for. =.=

2009-06-05T10:45:00.000-07:00

Finally exams are over!
Time fly and it is going to be holiday time, but i got alot of projects needed to be done this holiday.
Holiday = more project work = more sian! x((

Today i went to take BTT test, I passed!! After looking at the screen for more than 3 hrs doing 12sets of questions before the test. My eye balls also pop out due to the tiredness that i am facing.
Headed down to Kampong ubi cc to watch the guys match.
Headed down to Gelyang for supper with kenny, winson, kelly and my father, i am sorry if i had make u all feel weird, coz i had no choice.

One JUMBO treat from my father who has lost the bet(he thinks that i will fail BTT)
Dear mother, thinks that i am retarded and she thinks that i couldnt pass BTT just the 1st time.
I done the impossible thanks to the 3 e-trial that i had sat for before the test!
Hahaha...

2009-05-31T10:55:00.000-07:00

I felt that the world is getting more and more strange.
People whom you know, are leaving you lest that u notice.
I felt so lonely in my heart like a child lost in the woods trying hard to get her way out of the woods.
Am i still unable to face the reality or I choose to close myself such that only some people can enter into my world?

I really miss the old times, where we hang out straight after school, crapping and disturbing each other, trusting each other and taking care of one another.
I felt tired, there no one that i can rely on.
How i wish that everything will go back to the past during our sec school period.

2009-05-24T11:56:00.000-07:00

It has been long since 4 of us met? Like about more than a mth?
So happy today can finally see my favorite 3 BFF..
Headed down to simpang bedok for dinner, waited for deborah for an hour(late again).
Note to deborah: Pls dun be more and more like me or worst than me(last time), late for one hr(twice) then more and more stingy like last time de mi like that..=.=!
I have changed to be more on time and more generous coz there is a theory of giving and taking.
After dinner, went to watch X-MEN.
Movie was super exciting, my heart almost thumped out of my chest.
I guess watching too much blockbuster movies may cause u heart attack.
Maybe i just die of heart attack as calculated in the facebook.LOL :)

Something i wish to comment:
In this world, nothing is impossible unless u make a effort to do it.
Sometimes effort is not just enough, hard work must be put in.
Dont ever think that u are incompetence among others, think that u can make it with the others.
Sometimes, respect must be earn maybe trying to mingle more, being more friendly and approachable, look ahead and not look back to the past where things have stop.

If u need any help, just approach me i will help u.
Being a leader is not easy, so keeping pressing on, u can do it!
There a need for someone to lead the team and its u.
Dun be discourage but be diligent.
This is a message to encourage u. I hope u will get to see it. x) Jia you cm!

2009-05-20T09:27:00.000-07:00

Something interesting came into my mind while i was cycling to school.
Ideas and thoughts flow into my mind regarding about how am i going to spend my Halloween this year.
I had a thought of wearing a pikechu suit cycling to school and becoming a joke to my friends so that halloween will be remembered and enjoyable.
Another thought was to make up myself, wear wig, wear girl girl de clothing and scare the hell out of others and let other people cannot recognize me.
I think these ideas are freaking crazy,was laughing to myself while cycling to school.
What a thought..

2009-05-13T08:56:00.000-07:00

School was ok, every lesson seems to be in a rush like a bullet train rushing to its destination.
Only except for law tutorial was super slack, went there for less than half an hour and left.
Met Yinghui, went over to tampines to walk walk before going down to SBC to watch the semi-final match.
Bought alot of food over at tampines night market, spent $11 on food alone..
Cab down to SBC with plastic bags in my hands, meining said i look like a aunty just came back from the market. :((
Ate alot and i think that i going to burn off my fats that i have accumlated this 2 weeks during training..

2009-05-11T00:22:00.000-07:00

To my dearest friend cunfang,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY :))

I hope all the arguement will just stop, there is no point arguing anymore.
I hope that we will still be friends even after what had happen.
Lastly, i hope that you all will look ahead :)

2009-05-07T02:15:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINYI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON!

I am blessed to know u all as friends, you all bought joy and laughter that brighten up my days.
I hope that u all had ur birthday wishes come true and all the best in what you do :)

2009-05-07T01:53:00.000-07:00

I love the friendship, fun and the laughter i had with you all.
I really took a long time to decide where to head to.
I hope that we will still remain as friends like last time, i really hope that you all will understand.
I once thought i will stay because i treasure u all, things doesnt really seems to be that bad.
However, yesterday i know that things is different from what i hear and expected to be.
Different thoughts came into my mind which lead me to this conclusion.
I am really sorry.. :((

2009-05-01T08:46:00.000-07:00

Went out during labor day today with xueting and deborah.
Headed down to bugis to walk walk and i bought 2 t-shirt for $25.
Feeling kinda sick coz i was having sneezing all the way while shopping and nice xueting bought me a medicine for flu(clarinase) coz they were afraid that i might spread the virus to them. =.=
Ate japanese pasta for dinner, the food was not that yummy coz i couldnt really taste them.
Headed down to esplanade to gossip for awhile and trained home.

2009-04-29T09:27:00.000-07:00

School had started a week ago and i am adapting to the lifestyle of cycling to school everyday to save the amt of money spend on transportation fees.
The usual day starts off with me cycling peacefully, listening to my mp3 and enjoying the breeze.
However, while i was cycling, a bird out of nowhere shoots its shit and landed on my white bermudas and i lost my bicycle keys while cycling to school.
Thank God! that i found my keys on the road while walking home and the keys were seriously scratched.But luckily it was still able to open the lock of my bicycle.

Headed home and caught a afternoon nap before going to meet sharon n gordan for dinner
We went over to fish and co for dinner and both of them gave me a treat and bought me present for my belated birthday.
Walked around tampines mall and tamp 1 before going home.
Spend a couple of mins at the arcade, had great time playing. Thanks alot to sharon and gordan for the treat and the present :)

2009-04-26T10:34:00.000-07:00

26 Dec
Had breakfast cum lunch with XDM coz my mummy cook for us.
Headed down to SBC for match against Quan Fong and the score was 55 : 30
I lost the bet to my father again, so sway. Now i own him 4 plates of stingray and 3 plates of gong gong.
After the game, we ate at the usual coffeeshop and so sweet of them to celebrate my birthday with me. The cutest thing of all is they bought 2 cakes for me.
This year i have and ate alot of cake such as durian cake, mango cake, 2 chocolate cake. Almost ate all the fruits in the world on my 18th birthday.LOL :)
Thanks for celebrating my birthday with me and this is the most memorable birthday that i ever had. Thanks for the present too :)

2009-04-26T09:23:00.000-07:00

I had a wonderful 18th birthday! Special thanks to XDM, Home u friends and those whom had wished me happy birthday. Love u all :)
24 Dec
Went out with deborah and xueting to choose my birthday present.
XDM bought a nike bag for me that costs $80
Thanks alot :) Love u all alots and alots :)
25 Dec
Had training in the morning
Headed down to cineleisure to meet deborah, michelle and xueting
Ate sakura buffet for dinner with alot of variety of food choices such as my favorite Japanese food and Chinese herbal black chicken. Delicious!! Thanks for trying to surprise me with the durian cake. Nice Effort! But was messed up by the waitress.

Movie after dinner, watched 17 again.
The movie was nice, interesting storyline and handsome actor?
XDM trained to my house and spend the night over at my hse.

2009-04-19T09:10:00.000-07:00

Had a game against kaixuan yesterday, we lost by 5 points i think. Jia you Home u for the coming 2 matches.

Had training today, today is shooting training. I think i really got to brush up my shooting skills.
After training headed down to simei to join xueting and deborah for dinner, suppose to have eighteen chefs for dinner. But they close the cashier and the shop early today so we went to eat KFC after such a long time since we graduated from changkat.
Chit chat and crap for awhile and we headed home.

Feel kinda disappointed that we lost the game, we should have won them.
I seriously think that coach shld make use of centre during that game as they were much smaller in size.

2009-04-12T08:46:00.000-07:00

Have been playing against the strong teams like Aljunied Kembangan and Qian Xi , even though we lost but we improved alot.
Everyone did well and our hard work paid off.
Today i went to ask coach, what is the thing that i need to improve on being a centre?
She said i need to screen for others and try to roll in if possible and lastly box out to get the rebounds. I think i also lack of confidence and yong qi to play well. There more to learn!!

Jia you for the rest of the game!! Home U Jia you! Jia you Jia you!!

2009-04-10T18:44:00.000-07:00

Had a wonderful public holiday as it was xueting birthday :)
We headed down to marine square to catch a movie called "Handsome suit".
The movie was not very great, feel kinda boring inside the theatre.
Before the movie starts, we went down to Hong kong cafe to celebrate xueting birthday with swensens icecream cake(cookies and cream).
Slept over at deborah house, poor me and xueting take turns to sleep on the floor.
Mac breakfast delievery early in the morning with mac hotcakes(Yum! yum!)
More pictures going to be upload soon!

2009-04-05T08:17:00.000-07:00

Too lazy to blog recently.
Friday : Yinghui invited us to her birthday party over at her house.
Sat : We had a friendly match against hwee choong junior college, however we lost by 6 points. Headed down to MHA for training after the friendly match. Went to queensway and i bought a low-cut nike shoes and a keep-cool waterbottle.

I went to shao mu with my family and cousins today, at first dint feel like going coz i was too tired but then was forced to wake up by my father. Something interesting happen, when my father was driving past one narrow road, we saw one car which drove itself down into the drain. The 1st thing that my gu gu did was to check out the license plate of the car and i saw too but i saw it wrongly, i said the license plate was 3228 and my gu gu said that it is 9228 saiding that i saw wrongly.

My gu gu said that she want to buy 4D so ask my father to drive her to the nearest singapore pool. I went to buy 4D too coz thinking that maybe it is sign for me to win money becoz of the interesting accident.
I buy these number ( 9228 8229 8340 1536) and i dint buy the license plate that i saw wrongly and it appear to the top 3rd prize. Haiz..or not i will get $500. Interesting things happens :)

2009-03-30T10:31:00.000-07:00

Watched "Yes man " online
The show was quite nice even though the story line was quite lame
Sharon called me and we went down to bugis to walk walk.
I saw alot of nice clothing and shoes that i want to buy such as everlast shoes, white bermudas and etc..Hahaha..I think i going to save up money and spend it at the end of my holiday.
Went to the shopping centre next to the bugis street to watch movie, " The confessions of a shopholic". The movie was hilarious, especially the dance. U all should catch it if u havent catch it.

2009-03-29T07:22:00.000-07:00

It was a long weekends for me.
Home U training in the afternoon
After training, went with yinghui to meet nan at taka to return her internet USB and had lunch with nan before she went to Cambodia the next day.
Headed down to simei for dinner with xueting and deborah.
Was persuaded by deborah to stay at xueting house so that we could go to FLH's signature concert together.

Slept for 2 hours plus and woke up at 5.45am. We took the 3rd train down to IMM and we started queueing, had magiee mee for breakfast. I really admire those fans that queue since wednes and those that queue the night before the event. I stayed there for 3 hrs and i cannot stand it, my butt feels the pain sitting on a rocky pavement and my leg start to cramp. I left IMM at 10plus without going to the signature concert.I am sorry deborah,xueting and michelle, i really cannot tahan le.

Had a delicious dinner with my family and my neighbours.Had crab,beijing roasted duck,curry chicken and etc..

2009-03-26T09:16:00.000-07:00

Woke up by 2 phone calls early in the afternoon at around 1pm or not i think i will still be sleeping ba. Hahaha :)

Supposedly, meeting yu bing and cun fang to watch movie but then they are watching horror movie then i dun dare to watch coz i am too GAY!LOL..
Headed down to ah ma house for lunch
Headed down to ccab for training(there no such thing as no training and playing games only)
We were bluff by coach, however, we somehow were prepared that coach isnt that nice to let us play game only.

Coach,yu bing and me went to Bukit Timah foodcourt for dinner and we ate alot. There is chicken wings, satay, rojak and hokkien mee.

Met one of my primary school friend, liza on the way out of the mrt station
Accompany her to the 7-11 store and she wanted to buy a drink.She took a big bottle of pepsi and then i asked her " ehh..Your house dun have water ah?Must buy so big de meh?" Then she said her father ask her to buy de.
Then she headed to the cashier, the cashier box shows the previous payment by other customers and it shown $10.40. I buff liza and told her that the drink cost $ 10.40 and she actually believe and she asked the cashier " ehhh..the drink cost $10.40 or $3.00 ah?"

After that i bursted out laughing, its common sense that its $3.00.She said that she too tired and she couldnt catch what i was talking and i said "am i talking alien language here"LOL..

2009-03-23T05:37:00.000-07:00

I realized that we cannot co-exist. I think i will try not to appear infront of you anymore, this may be the best way i think of. I dunno what really happen to you but i guess i rather not know. This is the best way to forget about everything and the memories that been occuring at the back of my head every night.

Headed down to cinleisure for movie with the team tp. Watched "Hotel For Dogs". Its a heart-warming movie about 2 children trying their best to protect the dogs and the dogs became part of their family.

2009-03-22T06:03:00.000-07:00

Totally couldnt sleep well at all these few days, always sleeping at 5am. I couldnt go to sleep, when i close my eyes, ur image will come into my mind and i will think of the memories that we had together. It doesnt really bothers to you now ba.

Nothing great happen today, just that my long lost bicycle is back home. I got to know a few knowledge about gambling in Singapore pools by my uncle today.

Its has been 6 days without hearing your voice
What actually went wrong such that you dint wanted to talk to me at all?
I do actually miss you, when the time struck 12.30am i will always look into my phone hoping that you will call but it nv happen.
I dint dare to sms you or call you, i am afraid that i may bother you.

2009-03-19T10:02:00.000-07:00

I had think of my birthday wishes already. Even though there still one more mth and days before my birthday really starts. My wish is simple, just give me lots of money that i will not worry about money here and there. I think no one wants to employ part timers that could only work during the holiday. I wish my gui ren faster come and help me in financial needs, going to die soon..

Training at ccab today, damn tiring, ran super alot until want to die le..
I regretted wearing the thicker jersey and the wrong pants(white) and i forgot to bring my towel along.

I wondered how have you been
No message or calls from you
Are you vanished into the world?

2009-03-15T07:35:00.000-07:00

Tired..Tired..Tired..Life has been boring even since school vacation started, thought of finding of a job but somehow i dint or couldnt find one. I need income, i need money for my expenditures. I am tired and sick of this life that i am living right now! Just feel that its kinda boring..

My dear and irritating brother has just flew to China today, i think i will miss someone buzzing around my ears and irritating me.

2009-03-07T20:21:00.000-08:00

Anyone wants to go out and have fun? Its so boring at home!! I think i am jobless this holiday.
Yesterday had training early in the morning, training was ok not that tiring. However the tiring part is becoz i lack of sleep, wanted to go with xiao hei they all to slack at AMK after training but then too tired le so went home to sleep.

2009-03-06T08:31:00.000-08:00

Today, went down to parkway to search for jobs. Unfortunately, nobody wants to hire part timers that could only work for 1 mth plus. Haiz.. I want to faster find a job so that i will have income and got enough money to travel around and have fun :)

Headed down to Choa Chu Kang Cc for bball with team mates after the search for jobs with deborah. Hope they really call me for job!!

Everything was a lie
I was just treated as disposable handy napkin
I shldnt have trusted you

2009-03-04T06:47:00.000-08:00

Had been wanting to go and dye hair and cut a hair that is more shuai. I finally did it! After much consideration, i decided to step into the salon to dye and cut my hair as it is not cheap to dye, cut hair and do treatment. It costs me $100 for treatment and dye.The cutting fees was not counted into the bill..Thanks to deborah for introducing the salon and the auntie for not counting the cost of cutting my hair. I like my hair de colour and the shape.Its cool man..

2009-02-28T23:32:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the 1st time i was not late during training and i reach there 20 mins earlier, it was a great achievement and i also promised coach that i wont be late for her rest of her training. Had a tiring training as it was the 1st time going for training after the exam period.

After training, went to yinghui house to bbq.Had alot of fun playing guitar hero, bbq and watching meining wear yinghui clothing.. I think when u all watched the video confirm will laugh until u all cannot tahan. Show u guys during training next week. Left Yinghui house at 10pm and realize that her house is so near to sengkang. Reached home at 11.30pm.

Today is the start of march and the break point of the 3 mths. Time will heal everything ba.
I think what i could do was to lalabbly you to sleep every night. I only hope that you will be happy with the person.

2009-02-26T07:34:00.000-08:00

Finally,exams are over!! Had been mugging for days. Had lot of fun with poly friends yesterday after exam. 1st thing after exams, we went to cineleisure to play wii, headed down to hong kong cafe for lunch. Wii sports is fun especially boxing and tennis and i accidentally hit noob on her back..After playing wii at cineleisure, we went down to shaw house to watch slumdog millionaire which is a super boring, there was no really great climax, the way they act out the movie was totally horrible. However, during the movie, a climax was created by me by scaring one of my friend,kelly with a "bang" sound. Kenny and me bursted out laughing when she jumped up of the chair. Thanks elaine pang chee may(noob) for introducing the movie. Little and tiny she hugged the huge popcorn which is thrice the size of a normal popcorn and ate it all up. isnt she powerful??

Winson and Kenny dint want to go home that early and we headed down to newton circle for supper, ate seafood. Waited for bus 518 and reached home at 12.30am. Rot the whole day of today at home, watched dramas and television. I found out that these few years, i havent been enjoying myself, had been stressed up in either studies or bball. Being competitive among the others has been very tiring, i found out that the best times which i enjoyed myself in bball was to play street ball with friends and chat. I miss the times during primary school when i go out everyday to bball with jun kai they all.

Basketball has been revolving in my world and it has been taking too much space, i am tired. I need a break and rest. I feel like quitting the national team trial, my knee cap cant really support myself further if i really continue to play and train that vigorously. When i really needed help and support, nobody was there. That was a loner life ba..Everyone thinks that i am perfect and i dun need people to care about. Actually i am not perfect neither am i a machine that dun have feeling..Having somebody to care about you is really call a blessing..

2009-02-15T08:26:00.000-08:00

Training on Valentine, had Mos burger for lunch after training, study there for awhile and headed down to coach house for dinner and fellowship among team mates..Played "Why,Who,Huh?", acting games that we played in KL too.. Cabbed down to simpang bedok after coach house,the cab fare was 15 plus from queenstown..The food at simpang bedok were not very great..Even though it was valentine day, simpang bedok was also very crowded..Cabbed home and realized that i lost my wallet at simpang bedok, nice uncle brought me back to simpang bedok and i found my wallet,nice indian stallkeeper kept my wallet..Thanks alot uncle and the indian stallkeeper..Cabbed back home and the total cab fee was 17 dollars.Total i spend $50 a day and $30+ on cab fare..How sad..

My valentine time day dint just end like this, when i reached home, my mother told me that my brother ran out of the house after my mother scolded him from playing too much computer and my mother want me to pei her go find him..Spent 1 hr plus looking for him..What a suay valentine!!

2009-02-10T08:17:00.000-08:00

Took back the results for econs project and Q method graded lab 2. Got a B+ for econs project, i think that we are the highest in class ba.However i am not really very satisified with the results both econs and Q method.I thought i could score an A for econs project. I got 39/50 in Q method graded lab which is the highest in class, not really satisified again.

Headed down to SBC for national trial, training was tiring..The training was like twice as tough as home u training. I thought the trial will end like today but the trial lasts for more than a month and the training days are tuesday,wednesday and friday. Which means i cannot work during the holidays unless its a office job that ends at 6pm. 7 days a week and 4 days were spent doing bball training and exams are coming, lesser time to prepare.. All the best for me??

2009-02-08T07:35:00.000-08:00

In the afternoon,went to simei to collect my phone then rush down to the airport to do my project until 3pm. Headed home, created fackbook account and watched " What Happened in Vegas", nice movie, meaning storyline. Headed down to simei again to have dinner with deborah,xueting and michelle,saw ivy at the east point, was shocked to see her coz she stay so far and come all the way to the east! After dinner, walk around at eastpoint,dint feel like going home that early so i went over to 149 to play bball until 10pm and headed home after that.
I hate her!

2009-02-07T01:06:00.000-08:00

Psychology exams is finally over!! After 2 days of mugging on psychology textbook and studying on handbook..MCQs were ok but then structured question were diffcult, hope this cds wont affect my GPA..Tired,tired and tired!!
Now at 2nd aunt house, doing nothing..Boring~~

2009-02-05T22:29:00.000-08:00

This week has been a very tiring week, all the project submission and quizzes are on this week.
Monday had to prepare for econs presentation slides, tuesday got econs presentation and Q method quiz.Wednesday got psychology presentation and system concept test.Thursday got E maths 2 quiz. Burdens on my shoulder had slightly release, now only left assignment, system concept project and presentation and interview for Computer programming project and pschology common test tml!!

After exams going to relax man, kana stressed having so many things in a week.

2009-02-01T03:25:00.000-08:00

Chinese new year visits to my poly friends. On friday after econs make up tutorial, we cabbed down to isabel house to bai nian and played black jack.Won 10++ bucks there. After isabel house we cabbed down to winson house to bai nian and played black jack, inbetween and poker, lost the money i won in isabel house in winson house.After that cabbed down to amanda hse at 9pm to eat steamboat and played black jack.Lost again!!But thanks to amanda sister help me win back the money.

Sat went over to interview some ex drug addicts at habour front.After interview went to Party world for awhile and headed home.Cabbed down to deborah hse for steamboat.Stayed over at aunt house.

Today, went over to kelly hse to bai nian also to do project, how sad!!
Played blackjack after project, lost 12 bucks!So sway!
I think this year i am not suitable to gamble.Maybe i shld stop gambling for this chinese new year or else i think the losses may be more ba!

Projects,assignments,presentation are due next week!So busy next week..

2009-01-29T06:47:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone!!
Appetite has been growing big recently, just now in school ate chicken chop, after an hour later went to buy cheessy fries and mushroom soup.After 2 hours later bought herbal chicken from the foodcourt at white sands. I think stomach going to be bloated soon if i carry on eating like that.

When it comes to eating, i thought of 1 thing, Cun Fang must eat more, dun jian fei!! Health is more important than studies!!

Tomorrow going to visit my poly friends hse, going to gamble by playing 21 or majong..haha..cant wait!!

2009-01-23T10:10:00.000-08:00

This year is a horrible year for me i guess?
1st: My handphone was spoil not knowing the reason,i cannot press any button in the phone!!I lost my contacts that were saved in the phone memory oso..haiz.. And the best thing is i am out of WARRENTY!! I need to pay an estimate of 80 bucks or lesser..

2nd: I lost my addias waterbottle which i bought together with xueting!!I think xueting going to kill me again for losting my water bottle AGAIN!! I think i 1 year can lost more than 2 bottles?

3rd: I lost my house keys in one of my lab class.Dunno who so kpo go and take the keys.I left it at the lab for 2hrs only and it was gone!! I never lost my keys before and this is the 1st time!!Craps~~

Pls tagged on my board and tell me who more unlucky than me this year!!

2009-01-22T08:59:00.000-08:00

Today had match against NP,fighting to get the 3rd and the 4th placing and we got 3rd.I think today i can go and bang the wall le..Coach said i am too nervous.I think i nv played against my own ppl before as in the competitive mode!Nervous until alot of shots oso cannot go in!I think we lag alot of communication on the court.But nvm,Jia you for polite TP!

Eyes twitching very badly on the left side dunno what bad things will happen to me!LOL..i think i just lag of enough rest or maybe something bad going to happen!Who knows??

2009-01-21T04:29:00.000-08:00

Life is so damn busy this week,all the quiz here and there are making me nuts!!
Just had econs quiz on tues, MCQ was difficult but overall was still ok,still able to pass!
Had competition on tues against NUS and we lost!Tml we will be playing against NP..Jia you everyone!

Today,lesson as usual but i thought i was late and i took cab to school which cost me $7.50, however teacher somehow mark the attendance later ard 8.30am.I shld have taken a bus rather than a cab coz todae lesson was super slack as we were just working on our projects.

Skip econs lecture as usual and we went to Din Ta feng to eat lunch!1st time went there and we ate 90 bucks of food with only the 5 of us!!Went back to school to watch a documtary "sybil, the girl with 13 personalities"Chiong for econs project, was super pissed off with jeremy!
Headed down to simei to fix my phone that is without warrenty and fixing of the phone estimates is 80 bucks or lesser or might be even more!Sianzzz~~

I think i did a very wrong thing today is to give wrong direction to people, assumation is bad! Feel totally guilty for leading the auntie the wrong way and she seems like in a rush! I think she will be cursing and swearing at me..Assumastion is bad totally!